Lone Wolf - Introduction - Edwin's Journal

INTRODUCTION

It’s approximately 12 AM on 04 April. The time, that I had put up my mind to begin this challenge. This is often not only just a challenge, however, to understand several things and to seek out whether or not I might keep my mind on something. There are numerous things that I had to depart after I started getting online. I would like to understand whether or not I might get that all back. I not solely need to know, I want to.

So let’s begin with the things that I attained and those that I missed. Let’s begin with those things that I attained. I got plenty of information concerning computer. I learned several things, most were started simply to check what it is. It absolutely was fun actually; obtaining new information, finding several things and such. Then started the era of using Facebook. I started it because I have heard plenty about it. I even have heard people asking others whether or not they are using Facebook or not. I got numerous friends and it additionally allowed me to speak whenever I’m not with them. However, I never thought that I might get very hooked into it. A time without using online social networks was on a daily basis packed with irritation. Using social networks was really good; however, it made me lose so many things that were precious once.

The factor that I lost the foremost is to speak face to face. I have always seen that whenever I’m talking online, I will speak freely. I can say anything. I will tease; make fun, fight in words. Whenever I’m talking face to face, I even have a fear of saying something. Its sort of a burden has fallen at that time on my shoulders. I forever felt whether or not I ought to say this or that or try this or that. I make up plenty of questions once speaking face to face which makes me talk less face to face. The next factor I lost is that the time outside and playing. Ever since I started using a computer or the social networks, I even have lost the wish to play outside. Every time that I reside home has made me lazier to travel outside. All the time that I played with my friends is now just a memory that resides in my mind. All the time that I have played, climbed trees with friends whenever free, fighting for our turn to bat in cricket, scoring a goal in soccer, cheering for our brother’s game, cycling around are all just a few memories, simply the past to look for.

Every time I stayed with my computer, I even have lost my touch with society, with family and additionally generally with friends. This created me lazy to the items that I even have done before. It’s like coming back home solely to use my computer. Simply get online and scroll up and down. Every time that I pay online is nothing compared to talking and having fun with friends face to face.

Talking online to others isn’t the way to speak. We must always talk to one another by seeing one another. Otherwise, it’s sort of a robot is talking to another. No one will see the real emotions that the person has. Perhaps the person is crying and talking fun. However, can you recognise if you’re not close to him? Talking online isn’t any sharing of happiness, sorrow or love. It’s simply a medium to speak. There aren’t any real emotions or whatever. Talking online to every other is nothing. What’s the fun in that?

The real fun is outside like I understood. Life is something that you just realise once you go out of your house. It’s a journey that each one of us ought to taste. Staying home and getting online isn’t what life is. There’s plenty more than that. A single walk outside will provide us with a lot of happiness than staying lazy and doing nothing at home. It’s time to seek out fun, even for just a few days. It’s time to relish life whereas I still can. No one is aware of however long one can live. Therefore I even have to live and enjoy as I can. It’s better to be alone rather than depend on others. I’m currently making an attempt to be alone and enjoy life as a lone wolf.